I wonder why???

i have been feeling moody recently.. and i wonder why im in that kinda mood... haiz...

since i have achieved the followings...

i) passed my ACCA n become an affiliates now... there is no more worry bout my study anymore... means no more study stress...

ii) already got a job in a quite reputable firm.. because im new, there is less jobs delegated for me to do... sometimes its really just stressed out when u got nothing to do in the office while the others are busying.. well, all my frens n colleague said is normal.. so i feel okay!!.. mayb just cant reli get used to the long hours work because before that my life was lik sleep late n wake up late.. a relaxing life.. now has changed...

Yeah.. i got a job d.. im quite stable... and i should be vry happy and feel lik flying in the air.. in fact, im NOT! since i passed my ACCA.. i feel lik lost an aim... an achievement or a target to be reachable... i feel a bit lost... its not that i want to fail.. is just like a sudden got nth for me to target on... mayb im stil new to my new jobs... i havent seen enough and the whole picture for my job instead... i wonder all my fren who have passed their exam have this kinda experience... hmmm...

another things that distract me a lot is relationship!!.. i admit sometimes i really cant separate it wif my own study n work.. i really dun like it.. yeah... im single now... just i feel that i have a crush on a gal... not a deep crush.. jz got a bit feeling.. it happens when my best fren intro this sweet gal for me before she went off for oversea study... mayb is bcoz of her keep on urging me to chase the gal, so i also blindly go n chase the gal.. im not myself, and now it come to an uneasy stage for me n the gal.. haiz...

i feel lost... no aim!!! wat should i do now?? i need to see some bright in my life, i need the light of hope! im not sure where im heading now....

im just looking forward for my graduation in KL!!! when thinking of it, i get vry excited! coz can meet frens and shop!!! i miss the life back there! yeah! :)

i need comments from evryone le.. thanks...

Sematan Bicycle Trip !

this happen on da last day of july... i thought i was not goin to make it at 1st.. but luckily really did show my enthusiasm for the job and my second interview for my new job ended quite early...we went to the Palm Beach which was a good spot for vacation but somehow not many people went thr... a lot stil prefer Damai/ Damai Lagoon which was used to be a good spot..




althought is was a private property. it welcome visitors.. and i believe its a nice place to havea day trip!

All of this activities should normally be done by our holiday gang which in hokkien (jiak ba bo shu zho) because this kinda activity can do it anywhere why we choose so far.. for lik 2 hrs ride to get thr?? well, this was my 1st time really ride in a 2 wheel bicycle.. it was quite an interesting experience because i only know how to ride on a 4 wheel bicycle for the past 20 years.. wahaha... yeah.. i can do it in the end and da balacing is quite well.. nice 1! it was quite a nice experience co we are cycling da whole long way to da village.. it was reli fun n happy, summore not much car that pass by which enable us to ride as crazy as we like.. lolz..yeah... we stop by to play wif this little crab.. lolz well, somethings that we really get angry and keep on making us delaying is da bicycle that oweys breakdown... someeven not hav a good breaking system.. reli need to becareful.. it also stop our ride to further going...
in the end my fren was smart n complain to da receptionist ah moi then our rent for all da bicycle was free...muahaha.. but is not expensive also.. rm5 per hour i think..things get excited when we gonna cross this bridge.. for this first time cycling experience is though n troublesome.. and of coz it feels lik entering a dangerous zone lik da movie Tourisars, Hills have eyes, o Hostel, o any kind of those terror movie that kidnap tourist and kill them for their organs or eat them in a terrifying manner.. yucks..yeah...somehow da water was still n u might think al of a sudden da Primeva da big crocodile wil come out of da scence.. lolz.. yeah.. indeed when we ride into da village evryone wil looking at us.. lik those movie scene... creepy yeah.. i din dare to take da picture of them coz really scare cant get out of da village.. lolz.. in the end we din finish til the end of the village coz da bicycle reli give a big headache.. well in the end.. we did take some photo with these kids ans it really looks liks da saviour team that visits those less developed country.. lolz.. it really means a lot for tis pic.. i reli hav a good laugh when taking it.. haha...

P/S : i didnt really write this post well coz lack of time.. :)

My 21th Birthday Dinner @ Bla Bla Bla-- 9 August 2007

(my ACCA gangs)

(my Kuching High gangs)

1st of all i would lik to thanks all my frens which have come to my birthday party/dinner at bla bla bla... it begins with my fren who said "oi, 21 yrs old d oh.. hav to make big big o"..

Act i never celebrate bday until i went to kl which hav celebration with my fren.. mayb is their culture tt evry bday there is a celebration.... but in kuching, sometimes in hokkien people say " lang bo su, diam diam lu ho! " which means when u r in good condition, keep quite is okie.. lolz.

After weeks of thinking n frustration whether where shld i celebrate my bday, i finally end up at Bla bla bla... since its hav a better environment n i thought i shld b nice to celebrate thr...

well, i did invite my frens at kuching althought some of them cant make it but thanks anyway for everyone birthday wishes as well.... i reli hav a great n fun time thr.... i hope evryone hav a great time thr too..

(me and pei hui.. thanks ya for helping me as well)

(im really happy that hun wee did show up as well..thanks)

i keep worry on the food coz is really a lot of people which i afraid is not enuf... but luckily it turn out to b a good one.. haha... but i was quite dissappointed for the food (after paying so much!!) which i think i was not that nice at all... but some of my fren said its okie... hmm.... mayb not ngam my appetite...

(some of da so so food)

well, there is definitely NEXT station after my bday dinner which i cant escape...
at last we choose SOHO.. usual place that we go...

(cheers)

(yeah stil okie)(they really lik to punch hole at da cans n sucks it out.. its my 1st time trying)(yeah)

(drunked)

yeah.. i did receive present from my them of cuz... thanks a lot ya... i really appreciate n lik it!

Rainforest World Music Festival 2007

(picture from kennysia.com)

well, i know is kinda late for this post.. but it is really a nice event to show off to frens from other places that Kuching City stil have happening places.. lolz...

i really got lacks of pics. will get from my fren soon.

and of course this is my first time i went for this kinda event as well... im kinda excited for before i went for it... although i went there for the last day around 5pm which i was unable to see the workshop of all kind of music from other coutry... this is da only part i quite regret with by paying rm80!!! for the entrance fee.... haiz... next time gonna get some free ticket before i went d.. reli expensive ehh....

im looking forward next year for this event.. coz its really cool... can meet lots of people from all around the world and hot babes as well.. :P

the environment was increadible!

Aseana Percussion Unit - rocks!

meet my frens as well..
Julia from Korea

view kennysia.com on for more pics..

i hope that all my frens outside kuching can come for this event for the next year...