2009 new year resolution, good bye 2008!

its good to have a chance to write down at the very last day of 2008. I will be celebrating new year countdown at fren's house and had no time to blog about.

it has been a very very fast and meaningless year of 2008 for me. I personally think. Rolling back from 1st of Jan till now, nothing! it has been nothing yet achievement by me. Having day in day out working, hanging around with colleagues, doing the same things every weekend, grumble on all the same topic, stress in works, being depressed etc etc... it is total failure year for me.. I marked myself "F". But whats really make me upset is i totally fail to manage my own time, my own life!

okay, now 2008 almost gone. left 11 hrs to go....

i would say, its a football match. 1st half has gone (the past), its useless and dont look back. what im focusing now is how to win in the 2nd half (my future)..

for what i recently realised is im just a normal person, an ordinary person. Always thinking of becoming rich, having high class life style, buying valuable things, having great and beautiful gf...etc etc, thats all bullshit. That is just what im hoping for and not making any moves. So, god serves me right for not giving any of it. But, anyway, i really appreciate and grateful that i have family which loves me and cares me. Thanks Grandma, Mom and Dad and my brother. Love you all.

a new year, a new beginning, as always. This year, I insist to make a different, how far and how much i will go? I DONT KNOW! as i wont regret of my decision for what i will do. At least i wont regret as i ever try. I got nothing to lose after all.. I really hopes that i will work something out. Be a man! Can i make a different? Gods know..





So, presenting my 2009 new year resolution:

冲!
GO FOR IT!

心想... ... ... 事成

在2008年还没结束前, 我下定了决心, 新的一年怎么走.

刚和我cousin签下了AMWAY的会员. 他说了一句,

你心想的事情需要时间,要经过一段路,才能达成. 既然我心里以有了这个决定, 还有我先在所想往的事. 加上现在的burning desire!, 很快的就会实现.

我现在心想着... ... ... 事成是什么时候呢?

是时候改变人生了!

担心烦恼的时候

每一个人一定会有担心或烦恼的时刻. 我, 是一个还蛮爱转牛角尖的人. 但是, 所有的事情都在我掌控之下吗? 最近我学会了摆脱这种坏习惯, 而还在进步当中.

不庸人自優. 烦恼不会自己来找我们,除非我们自寻烦恼.

不多管闲事. 问自己, 这件事到低是"谁"的事?

结论是

要打理好"自己的事", 不去管"别人的事", 不操心"老天爷的事".

为一要担心的烦恼是,自己担心烦恼太多.