Inspiration Square

The evil lies within

2009-09-13T00:22:00.004+07:00

its has been sometime... i find out the truth of someones and the evil lies within.. im stil wondering whether should i voice out or not. But the truth is i have indirectly fall into my own trap...

Yes.. I initially come with good and friendly attitude... With no intention to get anything back. Im just a normal person to come into a company and work. Everythings is just so fine and u never imagine that people can be so pleasure at the expense of the consideration of others. This is when u realised u threat others well but doesnt mean that he will do so. Once i was played by the people who i trust and close with. I was just a fool like a frog under the well.

It is so sad when u realised that someone has indirectly shifted everyone's eyesight on you where you are the "bad" one when that jackass is. It is just like saying thank you and assist in counting the money for the theft who stole your money. When i realised it, there is still turning back to help myself up. but... i haven taken the wrong path...

Im sometimes filled with emo which i sincerely admit i cant really handle it. I have shown my dissatisfaction to that person while indirectly the others thinks im the one who was unfriendly and hard to handle. what a fool. well... i dont even holds hopes for others to understand that they are indirectly being taken advantage by the shenanigans fellow. Everyone is just so blind by the motives of poker face.

I have now realised that true friends are hard to find. I also admit that all these happens and others stress with my life has makes me to a person with ego. I hardly trust anyone and frens are getting lesser. My life is just empty and shadowed... Where is the laughter and happiness?? Gone... But there holds my principle and I really look down on those who ever took advantage on me. God will punish U!

I seems to be happy and hyper active. But that is just the surface of me and no one know the excruciating pleasure behind the scenes....

Its time to strike back....

Wee 09.09.09

2009-09-09T22:51:00.002+07:00

Yeah! Im so happy that i finally got chance to post this entry on this date. 09.09.09

just a couple minutes to pass and i dont wana miss it like last year. 08.08.08...

sadly.. just came back from office which should be an off-peak season and im so unlucky to be this urgent job... !@#$%^..

well, today went pretty smooth and i expect sth special to happen and does sth special.. indeed.. nth came true... bored...

Happy 09.09.09 for once in a live time!

Happy Chinese 牛 Year!!

2009-01-25T22:39:00.002+07:00

Happy Chinese New Year everyone! Wishing you and your family full with happiness, good health and wealth. May the Ox bring you a prosperous new year!!!

Cheers!!!

Fatt Choi ar!!!!

2009 new year resolution, good bye 2008!

2008-12-30T23:04:00.004+07:00

its good to have a chance to write down at the very last day of 2008. I will be celebrating new year countdown at fren's house and had no time to blog about.

it has been a very very fast and meaningless year of 2008 for me. I personally think. Rolling back from 1st of Jan till now, nothing! it has been nothing yet achievement by me. Having day in day out working, hanging around with colleagues, doing the same things every weekend, grumble on all the same topic, stress in works, being depressed etc etc... it is total failure year for me.. I marked myself "F". But whats really make me upset is i totally fail to manage my own time, my own life!

okay, now 2008 almost gone. left 11 hrs to go....

i would say, its a football match. 1st half has gone (the past), its useless and dont look back. what im focusing now is how to win in the 2nd half (my future)..

for what i recently realised is im just a normal person, an ordinary person. Always thinking of becoming rich, having high class life style, buying valuable things, having great and beautiful gf...etc etc, thats all bullshit. That is just what im hoping for and not making any moves. So, god serves me right for not giving any of it. But, anyway, i really appreciate and grateful that i have family which loves me and cares me. Thanks Grandma, Mom and Dad and my brother. Love you all.

a new year, a new beginning, as always. This year, I insist to make a different, how far and how much i will go? I DONT KNOW! as i wont regret of my decision for what i will do. At least i wont regret as i ever try. I got nothing to lose after all.. I really hopes that i will work something out. Be a man! Can i make a different? Gods know..

So, presenting my 2009 new year resolution:

冲!
GO FOR IT!

心想... ... ... 事成

2008-12-30T22:48:00.002+07:00

在2008年还没结束前, 我下定了决心, 新的一年怎么走.

刚和我cousin签下了AMWAY的会员. 他说了一句,

你心想的事情需要时间,要经过一段路,才能达成. 既然我心里以有了这个决定, 还有我先在所想往的事. 加上现在的burning desire!, 很快的就会实现.

我现在心想着... ... ... 事成是什么时候呢?

是时候改变人生了!

担心烦恼的时候

2008-12-16T22:24:00.005+07:00

每一个人一定会有担心或烦恼的时刻. 我, 是一个还蛮爱转牛角尖的人. 但是, 所有的事情都在我掌控之下吗? 最近我学会了摆脱这种坏习惯, 而还在进步当中.

不庸人自優. 烦恼不会自己来找我们,除非我们自寻烦恼.

不多管闲事. 问自己, 这件事到低是"谁"的事?

结论是

要打理好"自己的事", 不去管"别人的事", 不操心"老天爷的事".

为一要担心的烦恼是,自己担心烦恼太多.

Bodykit !

2008-11-30T01:21:00.003+07:00

This was some of my photo after da modification, i have yet to really take a good pic of my car.. But it definitely looks much more better after the spending. Although the side skirt wasnt really nice enuogh. I knock on the bump on the 3rd day.... how sad.. :(

Next to change rims??

Year end is coming!

2008-11-06T21:51:00.002+07:00

its really oh my god ! hmm.. wat a word -.- to be used by a guy... watever... da main thing is its year end. Nothing much have been done till now for a year.. it was like just celebrating for new year yesterday. Time really flies.. what have i do during the year????

-coming soon-

Trip to Singapore

2008-11-05T22:47:00.017+07:00

No long ago in October, i went to Singapore with my mum, cousin and niece. This is a trip i plan to go on myself and explore there with much of excitement but it really turn me down. Because the hectic schedule of my company on the !@#$%^ engagement im really hated on, i was unable to plan my trip and destinations i wanted to go well. i only have a chance to pack my own things 2 hours before the departure of my flight. Thanks to the work that really spoilt my trip and MOOD obviously!

Okay, its past, let it go..... now was some of the many picture i take during my trips...

Normanton Park (located in science park) is the place I stayed where my cousin and family live there.. it was quite a peace and enjoyable place to stay despite many of my fren duno the place.. >.<

Bugis was one of the place i would love to go. I just love the crowds, streets, events and the shops there. Apparently i didnt really get to spend much time there coz i was following my relatives there and it was my second day. I have not take any MRT and buses yet before i meet up my frens.
but most of all thanks to Jason, Charlie and Boon Nee to spend their weekends with me, accompany me to walk around to lots of places around SG. The time spend together was great and I really appreciate and touched.
Im gona swim wif them!!!

so wat now? acting with those statues, same old boon nee which on and off like to be crazy...In the MRT, u take me there once, then i can travel around SG on my own..Star Cruise... next trip??? lolz...

Since Jason Bday was coming soon, so we gave him a big surprise by celebrating his bday..

Happy Bithday Jason! Should be touched when i fly all the way there to celebrate with u.. haha..

Thanks for the very best moments there guys... looking forward to see u guys soon...

Qlarke Quay.... a very very fabulous and wonderful place to be... too bad i went there alone during da last day because i heard from Charlie them this was a vry nice place. So i decided to go on my own... to my surprise, its really great.. just... im alone and its evening. :( gona spend sometime there when i was in SG for da next time. soon to be??

Fashion Bar!!! wow... it would be great to see those supermodel in FTV here. phewit....

Yeah.. i still enjoy watching VS Fashion Show more.... Karolina Kurkova, Alessandra Ambrosio, Adriana Lima..... just great listen to thier names..

Kuching KOLOMEE!!!! wtf. how stupid spend ur time and money (around SGD6?? i presume) eating your hometown popular food when your travelling out??? noway! i bet its not nice at all. In fact, my aunt said it sucks...

Singapore Flyer... just a photoshot. no ride. I dont think i need to spend da time sitting in the wheel of fortune and it definitely makes me poorer after the ride!

How nice Orchard Garden. Looks lik i was in Europe... haha... i just like this kinda environment.

Spend a dinner with relatives and frens. Everyone was so kind and warm. I feel like part of the family. Enjoy the moment there! Da food is really nice and cheap. "Little Bali" if my memory keeps me right. :)

I didnt really quite have a chance to meet up with all my frens like Pei Hui,Wendy, Ivy, etc.etc... But my very last night I manage to find Winna which stay quite near my place. So we meet up!. Thanks for travelling the way to find me. Enjoy ur time there ya!

Singapore Police Car! Subaru ! wats Malaysia?? >.<
Night view of the city...
This trip is a very memorable trip for me. I have learn a lot and observe a lot. More to tell in future. I reallyappreaciate and take the opportunity to spend the time with my relative here.. Its a different kind of living style here.

Basically, I really like this place. Mayb i just see the good side instead of the bad side? who know? am I coming here soon? next year? many years later? May gods be with me and my decision is a right choice for me...

oops.. not forgeting some other family members..

This is PETER! a russian rabit... how cute he is...

My niece who went along together with me. Yeah. Peace!

testing... why cant da post come put in para?

2008-10-07T22:23:00.003+07:00

testing 1....

testing 2...

updates... problem solved .... unknown =.="

my car..

2008-10-07T21:52:00.005+07:00

This is my new babe... my wholly-owned leonard sim's 1st car!!! (althought is pledged to the bank :( just after shower.. hehe

im posting her picture becoz she is goin to put on make ups soon.. im taking this opportunity to take memorable pictures for the origin of her... hehe..

coz next week... mostly.. high probability will be equiped with bodykits n skirt!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee..... but pain... RM1,700 just fly off in split second.. im so so broke n wasteful.. feel sorry for my bank accounts and parents..... sob... how bout my coming trips???

4 in the morning

2008-10-01T03:15:00.002+07:00

4 in the morning. listening to Gwen Stefani song with much inspiration from the lyrics... but it has no connection with any of my feelings now...

just ended our BBQ n Drunkard nite at Jia Han house. No purpose; celebrating Hari Raya; perhaps. Have been wanted to blog about my life, feelings, and inspiration for so long, but the rush hour keep on ticking and i would think that sitting down n slowing down may waste my valuable time. Sometimes, I would personally think that i gain nth from the day to day life. I have been fade up for the normal routine day of mine. Its time to change? change wat?

Transition! (tagged on my msn for quite sometime) from a life to another? viewpoints? maturity? or just another excuse to stay away from reality?

I'm lost in direction daily, hourly and secondly. Mist, was stil blurring my path.. But, goals have to be set and carried on!

Wat the...

2008-08-23T20:23:00.004+07:00

just look in my previos post that i said that the new honda city is coming out soon. Da vry next day comes out from http://www.paultan.org/ website hits the new headline : http://paultan.org/archives/2008/08/23/new-honda-city-i-vtec-fully-undisguised-exterior-and-interior-revealed/

this was just the very next day i got my new car!

and the pic was taken on da same dayi got my new car.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/29781768@N02/

arghh....sien sien sien.... wat to do... just let me grumble le. .haha

new honda city.

I got my new ride!

2008-08-22T23:08:00.002+07:00

yup.. it has been a long wait and somehow i already lose interest wif it.. nevertheless i also have to accept it..
with an agree interest rate of 2.66% jumps yo 3.1% which gona spend me another month of loan installment.. ish...damn it..
yeah.. newer model of honda city have been come out and i was like .... argh.............
neway, im also gona thanks my family for contribute part of my new ride... (althought much more hassle and was behind).
yeah.. wat to do next? tint? mod? rims? more to come... and all the extra attatched along wif $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$....

yea.. prays tml magnum and toto strike for my new car number! 3030.. haha..

Returns

2008-08-03T22:12:00.005+07:00

I have not been writing/updating my blog since October 2007. From the 'incorporation' of my blog since August 2007 (probably), it has been one year. A period which I would say vague, uncertain and imprecise of myself.

Changing from an ACCA grates to a working adults, this transition period neither easy nor happy. Looking back at the path that I have walk through all this while, walking away from the normal cheerful and happy Leonard Sim as before. With the changing environment, I step into a dog eat dog world where people stabbing u from behind, fake and smiles which carries upon blades that bring you to death in the very next moment. Torture you along and dragging you into an uncertain situation. I admit some of it happens to me. With 'CCTV', 'loudspeaker' and 'top salesperson' arounds, you will feel insecure all the moment at work. I have been driven along with the realistic world and become another me. An unreal, fake, forced Nardy.

Last week, I came to a point where I feel that I got no one to believe. I am in situation where I nearly lost myself. Hated and disincline everything which cames through my minds. A week of struggle and sadness, realised and accepted. Solutions and ways have to carried out to help myself out. Yeah. Im stil S&A where I got no one to share my moments and troubles with. No true friends which I fails in the journey of life as at today. :(

Instead of saying out my problem with people, thanks to internet and blogging industry which booms years ago are willing to receive and clean up all my complains and feelings. Now, what I have to do is to enhance my skills and learn to be smarter and serious on my life. I will stand up and stand on those who looks down on me. I have to proof to everyone that Nard is not easily beatable!

Feelings to change this blogs name with the current situation. Inspiration Square?? what have U inspired? Or I should remain positive that one day people or mayb someone will get inspired by me? Wat say you Leonard?

(leonard @ early July)

My room...

2007-10-15T22:59:00.000+07:00

since i back from KL months ago.. my room was reli reli like rubbish dumping area..
it was so so messy... after reading The Edge- Haven magazine on home deco and surfing xiaxue blog on how she gona decorate her room, i feel lik give my room a newlook.. yeah.. it need a lot of hard work n planning...

my room before my tidying up..

since im not kuching.. my room has quite sometime become a store room... -.-''

yeah.... da above pic is part of my ACCA book.. lik moutains... indeed... messy room is not good for feng shui... summore, what if one day sum1 come n visit me??

at least i did do sth..

get rid of all my books.. yeah.. i aint need it anymore!!!

yeah... got some fish so that its more lifely...
got my new wardrobe!!! yeah.. i lik it coz quite stylish....
hope da crystal bring me luck... keke... :)
clean up those mess n put those "unshow-offable" medals n prizes... (yeah.. i know its too few compare to most of u)

yeah... that sth on this pic... so take a close look.. haha.. thanks Anna for da present... i know i owe u sth.... :P.. and i haven forget!

well, im reli stuck of how i gonna give a face lift.. i was thinking of repaint my wall do a full make over.. anyone got links o idea to modernise my room? tel me ya...

Hot!!!

2007-10-15T22:23:00.001+07:00

I believe those who watch Transformer did saw this scene.. she was super duper HAWT!!! my heart beats twice from da normal rpm.. yeah.. she is Megan Fox.. but this post is not bout her!

its bout da HOT WEATHER!!!!... damn it... kuching was so hot le.. PISSED! i reli cant stand at home... should be rainy season each time towards near end... but..... mayb due to those greenhouse effect o wat..

da sunlight jz shoot directly into my room... ish... wat a wrong direction for my room to face with.. can even bake cakes!!!

wat to do le??? need to use cupborad to covered up da my window... grrr... so "song" eh... lik sakai le.... -.-''

I wonder U thr??? that fucking hot oso?

Shell Extra Mileage Contest..

2007-10-05T19:45:00.000+07:00

2 weeks ago i receive a call from an agent tel me that i wont a prize... she said it was da shell extra mileage contest that i have really send da contest form.. i was stil vry ambiguous bout it when i heard it coz i know evryone of u must have receive this call:

operator: 'xian sheng/ xiao jie, qing wen ni hui jiang hua yu ma?'

(mister/ miss, can u speak chinese)

me: duno, erm.. i duno how to speak chinese..

operator: ' na hao, xie xie ni'

(its ok! thank you)

operator: "toot"......"toot"......"toot"

yeah.. i use to act duno how to speak chinese... but the operator who always say thanks you is really stupid la.. i edi say i duno how to speak chinese she stil say thanks you. wat if i really duno anything bout chinese...

But this kind of scandal really !@#$%^&*... always cheat those innocent people's money... so evryone must be careful wif it le..

Until today.. i really receive a letter and a cheque that proof the prize i won is true! although is onli a bit la.. but better than NONE!

My BB gundam

2007-10-05T18:49:00.000+07:00

yeah.. u can say 'aiye.. so big edi stil play wif this kinda thingy..summore working edi oso... never grown up!' .

well.. so wat? building models is also an interesting hobby... there some adults which was already a daddy stil playing..

this is my new build BB Gundam Guan Yu version... i found it quite differ from the normal gundam so i buy it to have a try coz i think its quite special..

y is it called a BB Gundam. This is a resize gundam which make the head BIG and body small than the normal gundam... so that it look like Baby Gundam.. it cute n funny as well..

the intereting part is it can take away its armour with an unarmed version..

yeah.. this picture is nice.... summore can learn my photograhing skills... i know cant do much wif a stupid camera.. i need a SLR!

guess wat.. i stil got my bday present of my first MG gundam ehh.. its really goin to take lots of time.. i nearly fainted when i open it.. too much parts to build...

Enjoy!

Sunway 15th ACCA Graduation

2007-09-28T23:08:00.000+07:00

Y.E.S! i've completed my ACCA finally... today 22.09.2007 is an important for me as well as all the others ACCA challenger who have succeeded our mission. Although some have failed... but NEVER GIVE UP!

Im here to thanks my parents, my lecturers and all my buddy and friends who always give me support and care during my study journey. A very big and warm hug for them as well for those who have come all the way to Sunway to attend my graduation.. :)

(me and my parent)

(Teh C Peng, JJJ, Richard, ME!, Janice & Fei Zai... thanks a lot guys!)

(Chao fan, Teen, Charlie, ME!, Yan Choo, Mei Hui, Mei San & Grace.. thanks! and good luck!)

When i reach, i already started taking pictures before i miss da chance... i grab kung mun to have a pic wif me before im in my bad condition.. ( i really sweat a lot because the air-con isnt on yet..ish..!!!). but i aint look any better coz i really must admit im getting fat. so all my pic not that nice d.. sob sob..

(kong mun & me)

After putting up my gown! All of us at least realised our promise to meet at this date since we left and when for fight!

(duno, ME!, Mr.Teo-CEO Sunway TES, Jospeh-CEO Sunway TES East Malaysia, Teen, Choo, Teen's parent)

(Iona-stil as nauhty as before & Me!)(Anna & ME!)
(ME! & Ah Hong)(Ashleen & ME!)(Kong Mun & ME!)(Yong Chern-ACCA Gold Prize=top of the world..really respect her! & ME!)

(ME! & Lee Min-thanks for coming.. really appreciated it)

(the group photo! ..weeeeee)
(our respected sunway most important asset -Miss Menon - thank u so much)

Although da event for me was rush coz quite disorganise for myself to handle my parents, frens and frens... haha... but i really thanks them alot.. all the best to u all..

Proud of ACCA!

Good day!

2007-09-18T21:26:00.000+07:00

Yeah.. today is somehow a great n relaxing day for me.. .although have been suffering from insomia last nite.. evrythings seems goin well...

(as relaxing as her? hmm...)

mayb im excited to go to KL to meet my frens as well for my convo.. most importantly filled up my new cupboard with new cloth!!!

yeap.. i have not been updating my blog recently yet there's a stake of things to write.. i just cant dig out time n the feelings to write.. okay.. i write based on mood.. summore too much wordy makes da blog less attractive. like previous post -.-'' since working my weekdays have been recurring.. n weekends too.. times fly~~~

just a sad thingy is that my obu have a high chance to get deffered to next sems.. because when my mentor come i was in KL!!!.. grr.... how le?? need to rush up by TONITE n tml NITE!! Impossible!! see how it goes la....

da timing is not that cun when i go KL le.. there is onli 1 new shopping mall at bukit bintang open on the same day i reach thr.. 20th sept(thursday). but i miss the opening of new wings o sth like garden in the sky of Midvalley, and the opening of Pyramid 2.. sob sob...nvm.. will b goin next time.. :) hmm.. who noes next travelling is singapore o hong kong o taiwan!!! yeah.. provided my leave got approved..

excited for my trip! gogogo! will catch a lot of photo to post!.. gona play to da fullest!

FRIENDS n BUDDY!! Cya thr!

wat have i done?

2007-09-04T20:02:00.000+07:00

actually i plan to write something bout my feelings now, bout my life and wat im on and wat im thinking all these while.. in the end i plan to KIV da post.. and come to this..

first of all, i would lik to thanks all my fren who supported my blog and i really appreciate it! I will keep it up and write more good stuff for u guys to read on...

So, wat have I done?? in my frenster, in the "about me" section... i really did list out the items that i wana do after my exam and carried on till now... those are:

1) learn piano/ guitar

why? because lik music and when u got some talent on it, can court gal la.. wat kinda logic is tt???

status: failed coz i forget bout it...

2) cooking

why? guys can cook always be a good impression n add marks.. hmm.. can cook sth i lik can become a hobby... summore we live to eat! I love food!!!...

status: failed-- eat other food til fat now.. i have gone up another 1 kg.. yeah.. ><"

3) keep fit/go gym

why? because i have increase 7kg for da last sems in KL.. although i did get stronger than before, which was a skinny little person, but my stomach is getting bigger, face become round.. man! i dun wan to be fat... no gals wil wan me.. sob sob...

status: marginal pass -- because i did go swimming lik once in 2 weeks?? lolz

4) do my Oxford Brookes University degree project

why? i thought i wont pass my ACCA exam.. so i did it.. summore why doesnt wan an extra certificate. although is not cheap, but its worth it. cause will b at ur advantage when u r compete with those who doesnt have it for job application

status: in process--slowing down when i started working n even worse when i pass my ACCA.. wat to do, stil need to do coz pay so much for it d.. i think it will end up in a last minute work.. lolz

5) learn additional skills and increase my knowledge..

why? when i finish my exam, i was thinking building up my skills and knowledge is a better way to improve myself n grown up.. n yet it is.. im sure with additional skills, U reli hold an advantage over this fast moving society n information age!

status: failed -- i learn nothing!!! i wonder why i did nth since my holiday...for god sake.. time is lik flying.. day by day doing nothing, im becoming kuku...

Conclusion:

what the heck first 3 target is lik to court gal onli... seems lik i reli desperate for gals.. .yeah... i can admit... mayb is single now.. and feeling lik pak toh... but seriously, i didnt simply chase any gal.. onli got feel i will go for it... haiz.. since i come bec to kuching, i onli saw 1 o 2 gal that will touched my heart... unlike my KL heaven with leng luis... <>

basically i think i achieve :

yeah..seriously i miss my life back in the past... but its PASSED. wat important is NOW! as i stil cant figure out wat my plan n future plans was.. i feel a bit loss..

yes, i will slowly adapt my new environment now.. i will aim higer! for a brighter future! of course earn more money la... there is a chinese say " money is not everything, but cant do anything if got no money "

Korean Street Fesyen

2007-09-02T15:15:00.000+07:00

when i was surfing lowyat.net, i come across this interesting homepage of korean on their fesyen clothing... i have always looking forward to korean fesyen rather on the western...

http://www.dahong.co.kr/

the homepage comprises of a few different brand names like--- t.HER, MuuMuu, AIDMA, Pong by Rushe, Delphine, Bone, Overflow, dude, ROTTA----that provide cloth for male n female.. although most of the wording are in korean, but i think the picture is good enough for reference..

i personally found that this page was interesting and useful for thsoe who lik korean fesyen and even planning to buy new cloth o headache wat to wear when they go out because it provides thousands of picture and even prices for you... belows are some of the picture taken from the website...

the link belows bring you to the members of lowyat.net which was asking for people to buy from him/her and wanted to buy in bulk from korea... furthermore, there are others sales which going on that mayb suits u especially gals who lik shopping...

(Lowyat.NET -> Trade Zone -> Garage Sales -> Stuff For The Ladies)

^^^^^ yeah yeah.. im not surfing for ladies stuff.. the site also provides guys clothing... :P

enjoy!!

I wonder why???

2007-08-28T19:44:00.000+07:00

i have been feeling moody recently.. and i wonder why im in that kinda mood... haiz...

since i have achieved the followings...

i) passed my ACCA n become an affiliates now... there is no more worry bout my study anymore... means no more study stress...

ii) already got a job in a quite reputable firm.. because im new, there is less jobs delegated for me to do... sometimes its really just stressed out when u got nothing to do in the office while the others are busying.. well, all my frens n colleague said is normal.. so i feel okay!!.. mayb just cant reli get used to the long hours work because before that my life was lik sleep late n wake up late.. a relaxing life.. now has changed...

Yeah.. i got a job d.. im quite stable... and i should be vry happy and feel lik flying in the air.. in fact, im NOT! since i passed my ACCA.. i feel lik lost an aim... an achievement or a target to be reachable... i feel a bit lost... its not that i want to fail.. is just like a sudden got nth for me to target on... mayb im stil new to my new jobs... i havent seen enough and the whole picture for my job instead... i wonder all my fren who have passed their exam have this kinda experience... hmmm...

another things that distract me a lot is relationship!!.. i admit sometimes i really cant separate it wif my own study n work.. i really dun like it.. yeah... im single now... just i feel that i have a crush on a gal... not a deep crush.. jz got a bit feeling.. it happens when my best fren intro this sweet gal for me before she went off for oversea study... mayb is bcoz of her keep on urging me to chase the gal, so i also blindly go n chase the gal.. im not myself, and now it come to an uneasy stage for me n the gal.. haiz...

i feel lost... no aim!!! wat should i do now?? i need to see some bright in my life, i need the light of hope! im not sure where im heading now....

im just looking forward for my graduation in KL!!! when thinking of it, i get vry excited! coz can meet frens and shop!!! i miss the life back there! yeah! :)

i need comments from evryone le.. thanks...

Sematan Bicycle Trip !

2007-08-19T16:53:00.000+07:00

this happen on da last day of july... i thought i was not goin to make it at 1st.. but luckily really did show my enthusiasm for the job and my second interview for my new job ended quite early...we went to the Palm Beach which was a good spot for vacation but somehow not many people went thr... a lot stil prefer Damai/ Damai Lagoon which was used to be a good spot..

althought is was a private property. it welcome visitors.. and i believe its a nice place to havea day trip!

All of this activities should normally be done by our holiday gang which in hokkien (jiak ba bo shu zho) because this kinda activity can do it anywhere why we choose so far.. for lik 2 hrs ride to get thr?? well, this was my 1st time really ride in a 2 wheel bicycle.. it was quite an interesting experience because i only know how to ride on a 4 wheel bicycle for the past 20 years.. wahaha... yeah.. i can do it in the end and da balacing is quite well.. nice 1! it was quite a nice experience co we are cycling da whole long way to da village.. it was reli fun n happy, summore not much car that pass by which enable us to ride as crazy as we like.. lolz..yeah... we stop by to play wif this little crab.. lolz well, somethings that we really get angry and keep on making us delaying is da bicycle that oweys breakdown... someeven not hav a good breaking system.. reli need to becareful.. it also stop our ride to further going...
in the end my fren was smart n complain to da receptionist ah moi then our rent for all da bicycle was free...muahaha.. but is not expensive also.. rm5 per hour i think..things get excited when we gonna cross this bridge.. for this first time cycling experience is though n troublesome.. and of coz it feels lik entering a dangerous zone lik da movie Tourisars, Hills have eyes, o Hostel, o any kind of those terror movie that kidnap tourist and kill them for their organs or eat them in a terrifying manner.. yucks..yeah...somehow da water was still n u might think al of a sudden da Primeva da big crocodile wil come out of da scence.. lolz.. yeah.. indeed when we ride into da village evryone wil looking at us.. lik those movie scene... creepy yeah.. i din dare to take da picture of them coz really scare cant get out of da village.. lolz.. in the end we din finish til the end of the village coz da bicycle reli give a big headache.. well in the end.. we did take some photo with these kids ans it really looks liks da saviour team that visits those less developed country.. lolz.. it really means a lot for tis pic.. i reli hav a good laugh when taking it.. haha...

P/S : i didnt really write this post well coz lack of time.. :)

My 21th Birthday Dinner @ Bla Bla Bla-- 9 August 2007

2007-08-12T15:13:00.000+07:00

(my ACCA gangs)

(my Kuching High gangs)

1st of all i would lik to thanks all my frens which have come to my birthday party/dinner at bla bla bla... it begins with my fren who said "oi, 21 yrs old d oh.. hav to make big big o"..

Act i never celebrate bday until i went to kl which hav celebration with my fren.. mayb is their culture tt evry bday there is a celebration.... but in kuching, sometimes in hokkien people say " lang bo su, diam diam lu ho! " which means when u r in good condition, keep quite is okie.. lolz.

After weeks of thinking n frustration whether where shld i celebrate my bday, i finally end up at Bla bla bla... since its hav a better environment n i thought i shld b nice to celebrate thr...

well, i did invite my frens at kuching althought some of them cant make it but thanks anyway for everyone birthday wishes as well.... i reli hav a great n fun time thr.... i hope evryone hav a great time thr too..

(me and pei hui.. thanks ya for helping me as well)

(im really happy that hun wee did show up as well..thanks)

i keep worry on the food coz is really a lot of people which i afraid is not enuf... but luckily it turn out to b a good one.. haha... but i was quite dissappointed for the food (after paying so much!!) which i think i was not that nice at all... but some of my fren said its okie... hmm.... mayb not ngam my appetite...

(some of da so so food)

well, there is definitely NEXT station after my bday dinner which i cant escape...
at last we choose SOHO.. usual place that we go...

(cheers)

(yeah stil okie)(they really lik to punch hole at da cans n sucks it out.. its my 1st time trying)(yeah)

(drunked)

yeah.. i did receive present from my them of cuz... thanks a lot ya... i really appreciate n lik it!

Rainforest World Music Festival 2007

2007-08-04T23:22:00.000+07:00

(picture from kennysia.com)

well, i know is kinda late for this post.. but it is really a nice event to show off to frens from other places that Kuching City stil have happening places.. lolz...

i really got lacks of pics. will get from my fren soon.

and of course this is my first time i went for this kinda event as well... im kinda excited for before i went for it... although i went there for the last day around 5pm which i was unable to see the workshop of all kind of music from other coutry... this is da only part i quite regret with by paying rm80!!! for the entrance fee.... haiz... next time gonna get some free ticket before i went d.. reli expensive ehh....

im looking forward next year for this event.. coz its really cool... can meet lots of people from all around the world and hot babes as well.. :P

the environment was increadible!

Aseana Percussion Unit - rocks!

meet my frens as well..
Julia from Korea

view kennysia.com on for more pics..

i hope that all my frens outside kuching can come for this event for the next year...

Its been a while~

2007-07-30T23:15:00.000+07:00

well well, u might think that i might write something very meaningful for the title "it has been a while"... but it ISNT!
in fact... i just wana say it has been a while i didnt post any blog entries since 1 year ago...well.. apporx.. i always wanted to write something but frankly speaking...LAZY...(majority of people have this kinda 'habit').. lol
why tonite? tonite is saturday nite and in fact should be hanging around any corner of kuching city besides HOME! yeah.. normally wil b visiting SOHO.. but tonite i forgot that there was the starting of kuching fest having band competition which my Kuching High Scout Band did perform.. i go no where.. ended up update my blog.. damn.. miss a weekend party!
well, wat i have been doing meaningful n useful recently le... basically... NOTHING! besides doing my OBU... i just spend my time clicling on my com here n thr doin nth(wu liao).. sleep at 3.30am n wake up at 12pm(my dad keep saying tis to me- UNPRODUCTIVE!).. watching movies... and day by day just pass like that..
in fact, most of all when i went out, just onli expenses and no income which makes me guilty... luckily i did backup some money before coming back form kl coz reli paise always want money from them... SO.... i decided to apply for jobs instead of waiting my result iend of august... finally after 1 week++ of waiting... i finally got my job interview on monday!
I wonder im not nervous for the interview.. just afraid that they ask technical question that i doesnt know how to answer which give a weak impression... so.. i need to prepare myself and study my :

yeah.. my 2.6 audit paper handbook...(looks mini rite?).. and..

my 3.6 corporate reporting notes.. (bloody hell!!!)
Its late now and i haven started anything yet.... nvm le.. just hentam saja on monday... tts wat ppl oweys say when facing last minute job/ work.. luckily i dun hav my real stack of 2.6 with me.. its with mei san at kl.. haha..if not i oso cant believe how i gona finish..
till now 1st...