its has been sometime... i find out the truth of someones and the evil lies within.. im stil wondering whether should i voice out or not. But the truth is i have indirectly fall into my own trap...Yes.. I initially come with good and friendly attitude... With no intention to get anything back. Im just a normal person to come into a company and work. Everythings is just so fine and u never imagine that people can be so pleasure at the expense of the consideration of others. This is when u realised u threat others well but doesnt mean that he will do so. Once i was played by the people who i trust and close with. I was just a fool like a frog under the well.
It is so sad when u realised that someone has indirectly shifted everyone's eyesight on you where you are the "bad" one when that jackass is. It is just like saying thank you and assist in counting the money for the theft who stole your money. When i realised it, there is still turning back to help myself up. but... i haven taken the wrong path...
Im sometimes filled with emo which i sincerely admit i cant really handle it. I have shown my dissatisfaction to that person while indirectly the others thinks im the one who was unfriendly and hard to handle. what a fool. well... i dont even holds hopes for others to understand that they are indirectly being taken advantage by the shenanigans fellow. Everyone is just so blind by the motives of poker face.
I have now realised that true friends are hard to find. I also admit that all these happens and others stress with my life has makes me to a person with ego. I hardly trust anyone and frens are getting lesser. My life is just empty and shadowed... Where is the laughter and happiness?? Gone... But there holds my principle and I really look down on those who ever took advantage on me. God will punish U!
I seems to be happy and hyper active. But that is just the surface of me and no one know the excruciating pleasure behind the scenes....
Its time to strike back....
