2009 new year resolution, good bye 2008!

its good to have a chance to write down at the very last day of 2008. I will be celebrating new year countdown at fren's house and had no time to blog about.

it has been a very very fast and meaningless year of 2008 for me. I personally think. Rolling back from 1st of Jan till now, nothing! it has been nothing yet achievement by me. Having day in day out working, hanging around with colleagues, doing the same things every weekend, grumble on all the same topic, stress in works, being depressed etc etc... it is total failure year for me.. I marked myself "F". But whats really make me upset is i totally fail to manage my own time, my own life!

okay, now 2008 almost gone. left 11 hrs to go....

i would say, its a football match. 1st half has gone (the past), its useless and dont look back. what im focusing now is how to win in the 2nd half (my future)..

for what i recently realised is im just a normal person, an ordinary person. Always thinking of becoming rich, having high class life style, buying valuable things, having great and beautiful gf...etc etc, thats all bullshit. That is just what im hoping for and not making any moves. So, god serves me right for not giving any of it. But, anyway, i really appreciate and grateful that i have family which loves me and cares me. Thanks Grandma, Mom and Dad and my brother. Love you all.

a new year, a new beginning, as always. This year, I insist to make a different, how far and how much i will go? I DONT KNOW! as i wont regret of my decision for what i will do. At least i wont regret as i ever try. I got nothing to lose after all.. I really hopes that i will work something out. Be a man! Can i make a different? Gods know..





So, presenting my 2009 new year resolution:

冲!
GO FOR IT!

心想... ... ... 事成

在2008年还没结束前, 我下定了决心, 新的一年怎么走.

刚和我cousin签下了AMWAY的会员. 他说了一句,

你心想的事情需要时间,要经过一段路,才能达成. 既然我心里以有了这个决定, 还有我先在所想往的事. 加上现在的burning desire!, 很快的就会实现.

我现在心想着... ... ... 事成是什么时候呢?

是时候改变人生了!

担心烦恼的时候

每一个人一定会有担心或烦恼的时刻. 我, 是一个还蛮爱转牛角尖的人. 但是, 所有的事情都在我掌控之下吗? 最近我学会了摆脱这种坏习惯, 而还在进步当中.

不庸人自優. 烦恼不会自己来找我们,除非我们自寻烦恼.

不多管闲事. 问自己, 这件事到低是"谁"的事?

结论是

要打理好"自己的事", 不去管"别人的事", 不操心"老天爷的事".

为一要担心的烦恼是,自己担心烦恼太多.

Bodykit !

This was some of my photo after da modification, i have yet to really take a good pic of my car.. But it definitely looks much more better after the spending. Although the side skirt wasnt really nice enuogh. I knock on the bump on the 3rd day.... how sad.. :(

Next to change rims??

Year end is coming!

its really oh my god ! hmm.. wat a word -.- to be used by a guy... watever... da main thing is its year end. Nothing much have been done till now for a year.. it was like just celebrating for new year yesterday. Time really flies.. what have i do during the year????

-coming soon-

Trip to Singapore

No long ago in October, i went to Singapore with my mum, cousin and niece. This is a trip i plan to go on myself and explore there with much of excitement but it really turn me down. Because the hectic schedule of my company on the !@#$%^ engagement im really hated on, i was unable to plan my trip and destinations i wanted to go well. i only have a chance to pack my own things 2 hours before the departure of my flight. Thanks to the work that really spoilt my trip and MOOD obviously!



Okay, its past, let it go..... now was some of the many picture i take during my trips...

Normanton Park (located in science park) is the place I stayed where my cousin and family live there.. it was quite a peace and enjoyable place to stay despite many of my fren duno the place.. >.<

Bugis was one of the place i would love to go. I just love the crowds, streets, events and the shops there. Apparently i didnt really get to spend much time there coz i was following my relatives there and it was my second day. I have not take any MRT and buses yet before i meet up my frens.
but most of all thanks to Jason, Charlie and Boon Nee to spend their weekends with me, accompany me to walk around to lots of places around SG. The time spend together was great and I really appreciate and touched.
Im gona swim wif them!!!

so wat now? acting with those statues, same old boon nee which on and off like to be crazy...In the MRT, u take me there once, then i can travel around SG on my own..Star Cruise... next trip??? lolz...

Since Jason Bday was coming soon, so we gave him a big surprise by celebrating his bday..

Happy Bithday Jason! Should be touched when i fly all the way there to celebrate with u.. haha..

Thanks for the very best moments there guys... looking forward to see u guys soon...

Qlarke Quay.... a very very fabulous and wonderful place to be... too bad i went there alone during da last day because i heard from Charlie them this was a vry nice place. So i decided to go on my own... to my surprise, its really great.. just... im alone and its evening. :( gona spend sometime there when i was in SG for da next time. soon to be??

Fashion Bar!!! wow... it would be great to see those supermodel in FTV here. phewit....

Yeah.. i still enjoy watching VS Fashion Show more.... Karolina Kurkova, Alessandra Ambrosio, Adriana Lima..... just great listen to thier names..

Kuching KOLOMEE!!!! wtf. how stupid spend ur time and money (around SGD6?? i presume) eating your hometown popular food when your travelling out??? noway! i bet its not nice at all. In fact, my aunt said it sucks...

Singapore Flyer... just a photoshot. no ride. I dont think i need to spend da time sitting in the wheel of fortune and it definitely makes me poorer after the ride!

How nice Orchard Garden. Looks lik i was in Europe... haha... i just like this kinda environment.

Spend a dinner with relatives and frens. Everyone was so kind and warm. I feel like part of the family. Enjoy the moment there! Da food is really nice and cheap. "Little Bali" if my memory keeps me right. :)

I didnt really quite have a chance to meet up with all my frens like Pei Hui,Wendy, Ivy, etc.etc... But my very last night I manage to find Winna which stay quite near my place. So we meet up!. Thanks for travelling the way to find me. Enjoy ur time there ya!

Singapore Police Car! Subaru ! wats Malaysia?? >.<
Night view of the city...
This trip is a very memorable trip for me. I have learn a lot and observe a lot. More to tell in future. I reallyappreaciate and take the opportunity to spend the time with my relative here.. Its a different kind of living style here.

Basically, I really like this place. Mayb i just see the good side instead of the bad side? who know? am I coming here soon? next year? many years later? May gods be with me and my decision is a right choice for me...

oops.. not forgeting some other family members..

This is PETER! a russian rabit... how cute he is...

My niece who went along together with me. Yeah. Peace!

testing... why cant da post come put in para?

testing 1....

testing 2...


updates... problem solved .... unknown =.="

my car..

This is my new babe... my wholly-owned leonard sim's 1st car!!! (althought is pledged to the bank :( just after shower.. hehe

im posting her picture becoz she is goin to put on make ups soon.. im taking this opportunity to take memorable pictures for the origin of her... hehe..

coz next week... mostly.. high probability will be equiped with bodykits n skirt!!!!!!! weeeeeeeee..... but pain... RM1,700 just fly off in split second.. im so so broke n wasteful.. feel sorry for my bank accounts and parents..... sob... how bout my coming trips???

4 in the morning

4 in the morning. listening to Gwen Stefani song with much inspiration from the lyrics... but it has no connection with any of my feelings now...

just ended our BBQ n Drunkard nite at Jia Han house. No purpose; celebrating Hari Raya; perhaps. Have been wanted to blog about my life, feelings, and inspiration for so long, but the rush hour keep on ticking and i would think that sitting down n slowing down may waste my valuable time. Sometimes, I would personally think that i gain nth from the day to day life. I have been fade up for the normal routine day of mine. Its time to change? change wat?

Transition! (tagged on my msn for quite sometime) from a life to another? viewpoints? maturity? or just another excuse to stay away from reality?

I'm lost in direction daily, hourly and secondly. Mist, was stil blurring my path.. But, goals have to be set and carried on!

Wat the...

just look in my previos post that i said that the new honda city is coming out soon. Da vry next day comes out from http://www.paultan.org/ website hits the new headline : http://paultan.org/archives/2008/08/23/new-honda-city-i-vtec-fully-undisguised-exterior-and-interior-revealed/

this was just the very next day i got my new car!

and the pic was taken on da same dayi got my new car.. http://www.flickr.com/photos/29781768@N02/

arghh....sien sien sien.... wat to do... just let me grumble le. .haha





new honda city.

I got my new ride!

yup.. it has been a long wait and somehow i already lose interest wif it.. nevertheless i also have to accept it..
with an agree interest rate of 2.66% jumps yo 3.1% which gona spend me another month of loan installment.. ish...damn it..
yeah.. newer model of honda city have been come out and i was like .... argh.............
neway, im also gona thanks my family for contribute part of my new ride... (althought much more hassle and was behind).
yeah.. wat to do next? tint? mod? rims? more to come... and all the extra attatched along wif $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$....

yea.. prays tml magnum and toto strike for my new car number! 3030.. haha..

Returns

I have not been writing/updating my blog since October 2007. From the 'incorporation' of my blog since August 2007 (probably), it has been one year. A period which I would say vague, uncertain and imprecise of myself.


Changing from an ACCA grates to a working adults, this transition period neither easy nor happy. Looking back at the path that I have walk through all this while, walking away from the normal cheerful and happy Leonard Sim as before. With the changing environment, I step into a dog eat dog world where people stabbing u from behind, fake and smiles which carries upon blades that bring you to death in the very next moment. Torture you along and dragging you into an uncertain situation. I admit some of it happens to me. With 'CCTV', 'loudspeaker' and 'top salesperson' arounds, you will feel insecure all the moment at work. I have been driven along with the realistic world and become another me. An unreal, fake, forced Nardy.


Last week, I came to a point where I feel that I got no one to believe. I am in situation where I nearly lost myself. Hated and disincline everything which cames through my minds. A week of struggle and sadness, realised and accepted. Solutions and ways have to carried out to help myself out. Yeah. Im stil S&A where I got no one to share my moments and troubles with. No true friends which I fails in the journey of life as at today. :(


Instead of saying out my problem with people, thanks to internet and blogging industry which booms years ago are willing to receive and clean up all my complains and feelings. Now, what I have to do is to enhance my skills and learn to be smarter and serious on my life. I will stand up and stand on those who looks down on me. I have to proof to everyone that Nard is not easily beatable!


Feelings to change this blogs name with the current situation. Inspiration Square?? what have U inspired? Or I should remain positive that one day people or mayb someone will get inspired by me? Wat say you Leonard?

(leonard @ early July)